Hypocritical Psychosis

I walk down the street
Thinking to myself

"Am I insane,

Or is it just an illusion?"

The insanity there

Is to make me different

Make me special

Make me significant.

I imagine a doctor

Letting me know nothing is wrong

And the disappointment I would feel

Knowing that I was typical, average.

Is it wrong to want to be insane

To feel the need to be diagnosed

As utterly and mentally

Psychotic?

I try to understand these feelings

That I may be completely normal

That I might just be filled with

Hypocritical psychosis.